Where has the time gone...
posted by kjoslyn78 on Monday July 9th 9:50am
So much time has past since i last wrote a blog... and in that time:
We have had a few holidays - Easter, Mother's day, Memorial Day, Father's Day, Independence Day...
More teeth by the lil guy (and we're still breastfeeding - so that's been a "joy" - LOL)
The end of the school year for my 2 lil girls...
And now the death of my mother.
Considering i have already lost my father, nearly 4 years ago, this has been especially hard. This time, it was me arranging the funeral and burial (let me rephase - it was my husband doing that) and i didnt have that with my father (not that he and my mom were married still - but my father's 2nd wife did all that before with my grandparents). We have yet to tell our daughters (that's today) so i think that will be especially hard. So far, i haven't really "cried"... just feel empty, lost and hollow... confused. I think my breaking point will be telling our eldest daughter.
4 funerals in 4 years is way too many - considering i'm not even 30 yet... and 2 out of 4 were both my parents. So here i leave a photo of her with my brothers and i (and our 2 daughters - this pic is about 4 years old - but its the only time since then that all of us have been together at the same time for a picture)
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